Afraid to fly..

Let me go now, only once
Let me seek and maybe find
I would never say goodbye.
That’s the only thought that never crossed my mind

Tell me where’s that red light that’s got to hold us down
Cause if it doesn’t hold us, all will end somehow
Tell me where’s that red light that’s got to slow us down
Cause if we don’t go slower, failure will be written down.

Many eyes view my thoughts
And still not one that sees my sorrow

I understand and shall not weep
For the ones that I love are blind for me

Maybe it's just the expectation that carries my motions
They say they were here but I just didn’t notice

I’m running fast on a hollow ground
While my opposition slows me down

Flames make my skin turn black
While I’m walking on the path of debt

Seems my love has turned his back
and left me here alone to die

Only father loves me, that I know
But so are the damn long hours that make it all go slow..